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valarltdIt's not quite 9 AM. I've been up an hour, after being forced to write until 1 AM.
I shouldn't have watched 3 eps of QAF in a row. It inspired me. Left me all aroused. There was an exceedingly hot Brian/Justin scene. Left me all tense and purry.
Paper coming slowly. It's hard to explain why I think words mean things. I hold to the premise that if they have no real meaning, then maybe we should all go back to pantomime. Because if "table" doesn't mean a "flat surface used for holding objects, often food or decoration" then why am I bothering to write fiction or even speak? In the end it's all just strange shapes on paper or screen.
Dang, I hate being existential before my shower.
But: SW radio play continues to download. Enough to burn a CD of eps 1 & 2, thus sparing my poor audio tapes the weather and travel. Just got ep 3: "Black Knight, White Princess, Pawns" and am waiting on 4 "While Giants Mark Time" Taking forever, but will be worth it.
hope the garage finishes my van early.
I shouldn't have watched 3 eps of QAF in a row. It inspired me. Left me all aroused. There was an exceedingly hot Brian/Justin scene. Left me all tense and purry.
Paper coming slowly. It's hard to explain why I think words mean things. I hold to the premise that if they have no real meaning, then maybe we should all go back to pantomime. Because if "table" doesn't mean a "flat surface used for holding objects, often food or decoration" then why am I bothering to write fiction or even speak? In the end it's all just strange shapes on paper or screen.
Dang, I hate being existential before my shower.
But: SW radio play continues to download. Enough to burn a CD of eps 1 & 2, thus sparing my poor audio tapes the weather and travel. Just got ep 3: "Black Knight, White Princess, Pawns" and am waiting on 4 "While Giants Mark Time" Taking forever, but will be worth it.
hope the garage finishes my van early.
