valarltd | Not dead, it just feels that way (Reply)

I'm working long hours and don't have a lot of internet access, except on my phone. I hate doing a lot of typing on the keyboard, so long-form blogging has suffered.

I'm going to the gym and my body is changing.

I've got a lot on my mind.

I opted to remain genderqueer and not pursue transition, because it would be too disruptive to the people in my life. Also because Hera and The Crone are still using me and they would not want me as a man.
I'm questioning this decision.

My BDSM tastes are in question (I have a whole post about this) and I'm wondering if I'm actually kinky or just insane.

I'm writing again, which makes me feel better.

I'm debating what to do about my backlist, and reaching no decisions.

I'm looking into running for office.

It's a lot on my mind and I can't even keep up with my housework, let alone manage all of this.

My brain is a chaotic mess right now, and I can't marshal arguments for a coherent blog post.
So forgive me this list and I will continue sorting out.

This week is work and gym and writing.
I have a 504 meeting for Oli on Tuesday.